10 years ago around this time, I went crazy...

I was thinking about it - how some numbers seem to constantly show up in my life.

I went crazy. The year -1999. Actually, it started around this time in 1998 but manifested into madness in 1999. Something that occurs in sci-fi movies, but was real life.

Visions, hallucinations, paranoia, monsters, snakes, darkness etc.

No pill could alleviate the anxiety and paranoia and visions from coming tru, and they did come true.

I was metaphysically murdered in about April or May of 1999. Some people I don't know ran after me, some held me down, while one guy ran toward me, jumped in the air, and stomped me in my chest.

I wasn't the same after that. I forgot myself. A man with amnesia - no history, just lost.

It seems like I'm 4 years behind, cuz that's the number that keeps on showing up. Also, 9 and 10.

I felt I had to do something I did not want to do, but I was cornered.

keep poasting guy

i'll nominate you for masta killa award if that would help

damn

strange shit to say the oleast

wtf?!?

It started even before that in retrospect.

At the age of 7 - I saw something unexplainable. A devil? I don't know, but I saw something that spied on me for a split second.

hallucinations at 13 - it was like everything around me got cloudy,
then like a screen on the wall became apparent, more like a portal that I could see thru. I saw fire and 2 or 3 skeleton heads burning in it.

Some more strange stuff at 14 and 15 - voices from above me at school one day - it was not from a human cuz it was after school hrs when most people left. It wasn't the intercom either, cuz they don't use them at that time. It wasn't a male voice and not a female voice. It was a whisper. I'm not sure what it was, but it told me to do something and I did not listen; I did the opposite.

Erm, that was pretty heavy...

i always knew diggy had serious mental problems...

and the kids at school beat him up for it.


Sad, sad story

Nicky is ruthless.

80's crack babies growing up.














Hey diddle diddle, the cat and the fiddle,
The cow jumped over the moon,
The little dog laughed to see such sport,
And the pyrex dish ran away with the spoon.





















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OK, i'm not like joking around or anything, and i understand most people who post in KTL dismiss mental health as some kind of mind control facility.

But seriously, you should seek medical assistance if you're still experiencing shit like that.

The proportion of people who experience mental illness during their lives is far greater than most people think, 1 in 10 roughly.

its no surprise.....no surprise at all.

It's not, most of those who regularly post in KTL probably are experiencing or have experienced similar.

It's not an insult, but the paranoia they express towards figures of authority, most likely pervades other areas of their lives.

Diggy seems pretty level headed now though, so maybe he's already dealt with most of his issues.

word brother, word

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Originally Posted by Sean Bateman

OK, i'm not like joking around or anything, and i understand most people who post in KTL dismiss mental health as some kind of mind control facility.

But seriously, you should seek medical assistance if you're still experiencing shit like that.

The proportion of people who experience mental illness during their lives is far greater than most people think, 1 in 10 roughly.

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I agree with this statement.



But I also believe society will be burdened with 80's crack babies. Most often in places like the Bay Area or Queens.


Alcatraz is a prime example. He lived off crack and makaveli in the womb.