project illogic how did you know hiphop chose you as its savior?
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project illogic how did you know hiphop chose you as its savior?
project are you still on your meds ? @ one stage you were posting normal ?
as yall are probabley aware of right now i have been on music break for about 2 months now. before that, i averaged over 40 hours a week for 16 months straight it was time for the break and i needed one. i am going to start a new song sometime today and more than likley i will finish it in a timeley fashion and it will be good like always.
through my social circle i met a chick thats a rapper. she claims that shes in the past done like a cds worth of songs but all of it has been lost to time. she only rapped for me briefley but i believe that with my assistance she can be great and shes thinking about joining the group. im gonna tell you the same thing i told her. the more average people i can get on board with me and help them be successfull, well thats a demonstration of my superiority in my book. but i will only help someone for free once but everybody charges everybody for everything in this game why should i be the acception theres gotta be some incentive to work on others work instead of mine.
my close friend who chose the rapper name "Just-Ice" is also joining the group. he has never made a rap song before but he did purchase a microphone. i set him up with almost all the software he needs last night, and im gonna teach him my own unique personal system of creating music that i created and with my assistance i believe he can be great. thats all the news for new, get ready for a new song soon.
i needed the break but in this game 2 months feels like a lifetime and im more than ready to get back into it at this point ;P
now all i gotta do i stop fucking writing and start working on music fuck ive been writing straight since last night. i hope you enjoy my posts because im a writer as much as im a rapper. writing is one of my top things to do by far. if only i had someone who could keep up with me but nobody seems to have this ability all the way. its atually more efficent for me to type than it is to speak too. i can type a million words a second as fast as i can think without looking at the keyboard once please ive been a writer for like 18 fucking years longer than ive been rappin which i started at 15 which was 3 years later. im gettin old fuck i turn 31 soon alot of homies dont even make it this far thats why im ok with whatever in the end but i will always keep fighting though. plus i got 2 young cousins with lifespans half of what is normal and they will keep suffering till the day they die more than we can imagine. with all that shit do you think i give a fuck, i think not.......im still planning on having to murder maybe someday if i have to im just enjoying peace for as long as i can living life to the fullest fuck yall people you cant even touch me fuck. well i hope that i dont have to murder i would like to avoid that but nowdays theres a one and 3 chance a persons gonna get cancer and when the time is right thats how i plan to go so theres a good chance i will eventually murder myself.
and if not then perhaps my eventual emphazima will force me to end it, who knows because the future is unknown. even though things continue to get better shit happens and nothing lasts forever. perhaps there was atleast an ounce of wisdom in the siths rule of two, they never grow old! the good die young is what ive heard before and i believe that its very true sometimes. i have little fear, but life is scarier to me than death afterall i believe i was chosen by god. smoke em while you got em and the bigger they are the harder they fall fuck the world peace ;P
im a zen master and the god damn japanese were zen and most of them commited suiced before capture, they fought ruthlessley till the end no matter what, they had kamakazis, and they refused to surrender even after america dropped a nuclear bomb. they had to nuke those japs twice to get them to surrender im glad we won the war but god damn do i respect them. i may not be hard core in the same ways as the japanese but we share zen in common and im not afraid to die or fight to the death ive proved im like this plenty of times in plenty of ways theres nobody that dosen't think im a gangsta anymore, atleast anybody thats known the modern me. there are alot of different variations of gangsta though and im always trying to invent new ways of being gangsta but for me its more gangsta to be clean, nerdy and good yet still be gangsta, than it is to be the bad kind of gangsta my way is more challenging but has seemed to pay off. my style is all my own its new and for me my life is just beginning cuz the old me died along time ago and shits really starting to get into place i most likley already survived the worst of it but that dosen't mean im not prepared for anything
my parents and i rarley talk or see eachother and its been like this for the longest time. once in a bluemoon i might call one of them up but thats the only time we talk they never call me or anything i guess we all moved on from what i was like growing up with them. they claim they love me and i think deep down they do idk like what would we talk about anyways idk we just dont talk like that i guess it is what it is i dont care.Quote:
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i thought hip hop chose me as its savior when i heard the song lollipop by lil wayne for the first time. ive waited a long time to release this story but im gonna wait a little longer to release it. without explanation, what im saying will make zero sense. the implications of other things ive said will make complete sense when i release this too. if i hadn't been writing none stop for over 12 hours straight with an unreleased post thats close to 20 pages long, then perhaps i would feel like telling that story now but your just going to have to wait a lil bit longer i chose to wait long to release this one but i feel its getting close to the time where it would be right to do so. im at the point where its harder now for me to write shit effectivley anymore and now at this point i cant seem to stop myself from rambeling im not trying to do that and im making more and more mistakes this will be my last note for the night. thank you for creating a post for me i mean im getting mixed messages but i feel that overall this can be good
but to be the savior of hip hop damn thats a tough role to fill but if i were to be able to do it i would give it my best fucking shot peace
this is another mod created post i believe and all but the last posts are native to this thread unless i posted all this shit to this thread without my knowledge. but thats just what the mods do hear like they changed my name to project clazeral for the longest time and i never said a word except maybe once i might have asked them to change my name back or something. eventually somebody changed it to project trillogic which i thinks cool enough i like it i mean its back to projectillogic the trill just makes it unique.
my analogy is that its like they have taking off your hat and then putting it back on crooked again. say nothing and you pass the fucking test thats the way i view it anyways. like i said before, i have mixed feelings on this but i hope its respect and if its not im always in the end gonna win no matter or atleast thats the way i feel about it.
i guess when i look at it again it dosen't seem like my posts are crazy like i thought they might have appeared in this context so now the theory that i have somehow been framed falls into the realm of another stupid fucking conspiracy theory which likes i try to avoid to come up with thats why i dont fuck with conspiracy theries much anymore because that type of thinking can be dangerous when you try to apply it to things that it shouldn't be applied too.
This is you on meds?
trillogic's delivering the goods in this thread I must say
technicley if i pay off the first temple i can get a lone for a second one..........
here is something i had started planning and wanted to do when i created it but i wanted to leave somebody stranded in the middle of nowhere covered in glitter and a naken negro baby doll handcuffed to them wearing a red fucking bandanna i actually came up with that crazy pllan lol
when i was popular here back before i started working full time on my cd and before everyone moved and move on, my skinny black kid friend used to say someting to everyoneone we met and he called it the "poem" tell them the "poem"
i wrote it myself and it goes like this:
little baby negro likes to steal
little baby negro work in the field
little baby negre smo-o-ke crack
litte baby negro fuck you in the ass
lmfao
and theres gonna be a little baby negro baby doll that really smokes crack. as its taking a big ass hit sparks and shit fly out and shit on the commercials and it will rise up into the air and shit lol i didn't spend much time developing little baby negro theme music or a poam same fucking difference.
double fucking entrapment perhaps
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how about the show where george has shrinkage and his girlfreind caught him naked and didnt want to see him no more lol "its called shrinkage"Quote:
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back at the groton nuclear base we had to deal with officers and master chiefs all the time and while pedi officer of the deck which we had to do all the time all over the place we checked secirity clearence, master cheifs, sometimes there might be a list. at one place i worked at a place where i had to change the garbage at a captains desk. when i was asked if i wanted to drive a car to the airport and pick up the captain and his buddys i said fuck no lol
when it comes to racing games ive beaten like 10. i beat grand tursimo 2 for playstation one but it was only possible to get to like 99% ability. i know on the playstation 2 i played alot of grand turismo games. i played them on the first xbox and defeated every forza game they even had for the xbox 360. i completed every worthwhile race for the first forza on the xbox one and am far into forza horizon so perhaps i will finish that then they got the newest one.
the only other games worthwhile playing for me are first person shooters and people can talk about how great the playstation 4 is but its mother fucking halo when it comes to first person shooters. for the longest time on xbox one for me it was all about titanfall and i reached the 10th and final prestige and or regeneration level. the and before that it was titanfall but i leveled myself to the 10th prestige level. between each rank they had challenges and there were challenges for every single gun and everything you could possibley do i mastered it all on that game. i remember one time i played that game so long that for the entire night i was seeing the game you know shit even had names above them the same color and everything like the game. the only time that ever happened to me from playing a video game is from the game starlancer........so ive played titnafall 6 days, 22 hours, and 48 minutes, which is alot and i use to play it for almost days on end. my xbox account has 20455 gamer points you can look up my xbox name its projectillogic. look up my achievements for i think call of duty world at war i think its this one ive completled and ive earned every level on veteran i think, my gamer score is big because based on fewer games that any. ive played so much video games in my life its not really even very fun anymore. i might play a couple games in a day every so often but i hardley ever play games anymore id rather be writing or working on music and writing. give me a game with a stupid puzzle i wont fucking play it period. i dont like to by new games because i have bad luck with new games i just stick with the basics.............
my grandpa denzi smoked filternell camel ciggarettes from age 12 to the age of 85 and he died in a group home but never made it to the cemetary. i thnk it took one of the cousesens who was an officer of submarines to marry a black stripper and give him black grandkids to cure his racism but one time i saked him about gangs and he didn't give me the answer i was expecting. he says all the politicions and everybody else are in a gang whos not in a fucking gang thats what he told me
you know theres the whole ways of the old too. my grandpa and grandpa fled through 3 fucking states being chased by cops and got away i wonder what it must have been like. there is a place in the woods somewhere where there is about a 100 foothill thats almost vertical ive taken snowmobiles up it buy my father was chased from the cops and got away up that fuckin hill in a chevy love pickup
they way he described it is that his liftkitted chevy love could go places farther than any fucking thing else ever could
still project like back in the early 90s was considered the most grotesque collection of filth in the entire history of the entire internet and i was addicted to it. it never bothered me only one movie ever bothered me and its like in the 60s and its a room full of crowded people and next thing you know dudes waving a gun and then pops himself and he ends up sitting up and the blood drained from his knose and mouth faster than water. he had such a perfound look of peace on his face that he was fucking grinning and i thought things would never be the same but 3 days later things were normal again......i was never affected like that one and i found a site with videos like that but i never watch it i loved the one that was infinite random pics
stile sucks is something that users would write on a pic with them sometimes naked and shit and that collection was infinite. it was not weird uncool perverts that frequented its site it was young people and its a since decised type of porn or whatever the fuck you call it even though it usually wasnt porn
do you not understand that i would never allow myself to be taken alive and that in certain cituations the urge to flee is no longer a conscioues choice?
if i no longer take my antiphycotics it starts with the voices and i never go off meds long enough for this to happen but if i do go off them then eveuntually i loose my foot hold inside this demension which is why what tv, radio, what people are saying in crowds, shit like that, well it changes into something completley different plus the voices get worse and my thoughts become delusional i mean i cant go off my meds for all that long or its not just the beginning stages of voices and this pill "is" gonna put me in an early grave and or give me diabedies
i went like 30 days without on meds on meth though without ever hearing a voice and i heard it just once "jerome i am a deamon" and i took my pills and managed not to hear anymore but on adderall its easy to hear voices
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when i was no longer the sith i once was.......so i had worm b over and i asked him if he had ever heard of my zen master seoung song who is one of the most beloved zen masters ever and i picked that book at random out of all zen books i chose the compass of zen and read it twice. heres a video of him............
one time worm b was over and i asked him if he had ever seen a video of my top zen master master seung song. he said no and i hadn't watched him in forever but the moment i looked at his face i started balling uncontroabley and left the room and balled for like 15 minutes till stopped and went back in the room and i sat in my chair and then started laughing uncontroabley which seemed like 10. i felt a change immedieatley and went with it. thats my story. i read seoung songs book the compass of zen twice and its a 500 page book. eventually i picked up his other one called " Dropping Ashes on the Buddha". that book was different than the other one all it was was koans and shit. none of it was intended to make sense and it just said the same thing over and over again in different ways and i found nothing i didn't already know and i hated that fucking book all it did was say the same thing over and over again in different ways and the whole point to understanding it is that nobody ever intended it to make sense which is how it made its points. i wish i could find that book and some people loved that book but someday i should read one of his other ones.
Zen Master Seung Sahn
Zen Master Seung Sahn (1927–2004) was the first teacher to bring Korean Zen Buddhism to America, having already established temples in Japan and Hong Kong. In 1972 he came to the United States and started what became the Providence Zen Center, the first center in what is now the Kwan Um School of Zen, which now includes more than eighty centers and groups worldwide. His students called him Dae Soen Sa Nim, "Great Honored Zen Teacher," and he was the 78th Zen master in his line of dharma transmission in the Chogye order of Korean Buddhism. His books include The Compass of Zen, Dropping Ashes on the Buddha, Only Don't Know, and The Whole World Is a Single Flower: 365 Kong-ans for Everyday Life.
jack acts like hes the master now or some shit and that he dont need me and i think in his mind he killed his master but that was a long time ago the teachings changed i think hes the old version of sith
never estimate me or ever say i cant be efficiant
idk i just thought about how it may be possible to completley give myself to the darkside if i want i mean fuck how i could just fucking flip if i felt i had nothing left but thats something i haven't done
its crazy when other worlds travel to distant places and do things not technicley approved of by anybody as is if they had a legitimit claim on that land as if they could write the fucking rules for a foreign land as if they belonged there to begin with it or those who put others at risk with no risk for themselves or how if somethings risked at first its not predetirmed whats gonna happen or how there are some moves with no real defence and these can be learned by less powerfull people
-projectillogic
some things i do out of pure fucking hatred but not everything heres your swastica if you like them fucking much deny there are people that dont think your so fucking cool your shit is not worth nothing and i get medical grade if i wanted
if you only knew that masters and apprentice do meet again with new things they have learned