I can't say that I understand what it's like being you but struggles are real for everyone. Try to deal with you "comprehension problem" the best way possible. I will say this: Things will improve with time.
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No prayer? Maximum bummer. Lemme try
The Foot is my shepherd, I shall not want.
Heel makes me pivot in dimly-lit Blockbusters;
heel leads me beside still toilet waters;
heel restores my soul.
Heel leads me in right paths for his calluses’ sake.
Even though I walk through the Cleveland alley
of the shadow of dead hookers,
I fear no evil black woman;
for you are with me;
your weave and your painted toes, they comfort me.
You prepare a microwave meal before me
in the presence of my online enemies;
you anoint my head with Willie D body oil;
my Wendy’s coke cup overflows.
Surely house chores and dad’s bad breath shall follow me
all the days of my life, and I shall dwell in the house of the Rents
forever.
--- Toes 23: 1-6
This is the worst possible advice to give to someone. You're essentially just telling CharlesJones "keep doing what has fucked you up because one day it'll magically change for no reason" nothing improves without working on it.
CharlesJones' biggest problem is that he can't accept responsibility on anything and from there he has built up a victim mentality and thinks that everyone and everything is against him. You can't change for the positive when you think that the whole world is wrong and screwing you over, you only change for the better when you admit your flaws and what you're doing is not right. You identify the wrong and set off on going towards the right.
LMAOOO dead @ Toes 23:1-6
Ironman, thanks for your prayers. It's nice that you're one of the few people on here who cares about my situation and I appreciate that. The Hound don't know what he's talking about and I don't agree with what he said. I don't blame my situation on nobody. I know I have a mental problem and that's why I can't get a job. That's why i'm talking to a therapist because I need to get tested and see what's wrong with me. I'm scared to apply for high paying jobs because my brain won't allow me to figure out how to learn jobs I've never done. I was surprised the therapist told me that he don't think I have a problem getting a job. I wouldn't be coming to him for help if I could get a job. I'm gonna see what happens at the next appointment and I googled a few jobs yesterday to get their phone numbers so I could call them Monday. I don't know why jobs don't leave their phone numbers when they post ads online. I've emailed several jobs and they never respond.
Jones is afraid of responsibility and just wants to do menial work. Well your not going to get paid well for entry level work.
I have no doubt he can obtain an entry level job.
Unfortunately he's stuck in a major rut. But welcome to life. It's not easy you have to put in work and it might not pay off all the time.
I guess if I was Jones id he government money. But there's nothing good about that. He might as well get some prescription drugs too to ease the boredom.
What's entry level jobs? Office work? I've never done that. Most office jobs want people that got experience and I doubt it that I would get a office job at 39 years old. It don't look good to employers when they see somebody who's almost 40 don't have a good work history. That's why no jobs have been responding to my emails because they aren't impressed with my resume. I should've gotten help a long time ago to see if I had a learning disability because that would explain why I lost several jobs when I was in Cleveland.
I'm opening a church and want charles to be my deacon / tambourine shaker
Responsibilities also include snow shoveling the walkways and eating any daddy long legs he finds under the pews
$15 / hr.
No benefits
Spaghetti suppers on Tuesdays
CJ, since you don't have a job, do you help out with things around the house such as the dishes, cleaning and doing yard work?
Yes I do that stuff. I went to see a therapist today because I'm trying to get tested to see if I have a learning disability. The therapist I talked to had to fill out some paperwork and then send the paperwork to somebody so I can get approved to take the test. So I guess i'll be getting tested next week and the therapist said he's gonna diagnose me when I get tested. So when that happens, I'm gonna see if he's gonna help me get disability money because I don't think i'll work a full time job again. I'm getting tired of looking for a job and I get pissed off when jobs don't respond to my emails. My brain won't allow me to learn high paying jobs that i've never done because my comprehension is bad and that's why i've lost several jobs.
I know some of ya'll may think I'm lazy and I don't wanna work and that's not true. I wanna work but I can't force jobs to hire me. I'm really scared about my future because if my parents die before me, I don't wanna be homeless and be without a car. I need money soon for car repairs and I want a apartment. So I wanna be ready for the day that if my parents die before me, i wanna have a apartment and have a car. My parents may leave their house to me if they die before me but I wouldn't have money to pay the bills since I won't have a job. If I get disability money, that would help me with getting a apartment and having money for car repairs. I'm sure if I got a apartment, the government would pay the majority of my rent. I don't wanna depend on the housing authority to find me a apartment because they would probably put me in the projects and I don't wanna live there because I hate bad black men. I wouldn't live long if I lived in the projects.
Your parents probably have a life insurance policy, so if they die -you and any siblings will collect that money. You would also inherit all their assets like the house and vehicles, which you could sell.
Unless your dad and his bad breath leaves you out the will for some reason.
You're probably right and i'm sure my parents would leave me money if they died before me. My parents have a truck and a minivan. So if they left those vehicles to me, I wouldn't want them. I would like a newer Toyota Camry car and if they left me money, I would use the money to buy one. My brother will probably try to sell our parents house instead of letting me live there. But i'll wait and see what happens when that time comes. If my parents left enough money to me to pay the house bills like gas, water, electric, cable and telephone, then my brother would probably let me live in our parents house. I really don't wanna live there because I would prefer to be in a apartment because I don't wanna be bothered with cutting the grass because our grass on both sides of the house is on a hill. It's tough to cut the grass going up and down the hill. Plus it's hard to get outta my neighborhood in the winter when it's snowing bad because I live at the bottom of the hill.
If you keep the minivan, then it could come in handy if you decide to have some little charles jones's
I've told you several times I don't want kids. What's hard for you to understand about that? Why would I want kids when I can't keep a job? I'm sick of seeing so many retarded blacks with a bunch of kids and they can't take care of them. So many black kids grow up poor. When they become adults, they get into crime and hanging with bad people because they refuse to get a job. The black woman who's a club stripper that I've told ya'll about that I've been intimate with several times got 3 kids and she can't take care of them because she don't have a job. She gotta depend on social services for welfare and food stamps to take care of them. She told me last week that she hasn't gotten food stamps in a long time because she's having problems with her financial information being sent over to Maryland's social services from Washington DC's social services office. I don't know why she's having that issue because she lives in Washington DC. So she should be able to get food stamps from them instead of the office in Maryland.
Her bad situation is weird because I figured social services would help her out since she got 3 kids and no job. She told me she hasn't stripped at the club often because she goes when she feels like it LOL. The thing that's sad about her situation is that her 2 sons and daughter will be poor and unemployed when they become adults because she isn't preparing them for the real world. Her kids are in elementary school but i'm sure when they get to high school, their grades won't be good like most black kids hahahahahahahahahaha. So many black women that are in her situation and that's why I hate black women. Dumb bitches don't need to be having kids when they have no jobs and then they got the nerve to expect black men to buy them stuff and give them money LOL. They get mad when black men don't wanna do that LOL.
LOL jesus
and to think I used you as an example in the election thread about black americans who are increasingly opposed to immigration reform, because they'd be willing to do certain jobs mexicans continue to snatch up.
You would willingly sell a house that might increase in value because you don't wanna mow a lawn or buy snow tires.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. I would rather live in a apartment than a house. Why do you have a problem with that? I don't like doing yard work but I don't mind cutting the grass and I don't like living at the bottom of the hill. Like I said, it's tough to drive up the hill when it snows a lot. How am I supposed to buy car tires if I don't have a job? That's why i'm gonna get tested by a therapist and get diagnosed so I can get disability money because I need to get a few things fixed on my car. My car is leaking oil, I need the passenger side window fixed in the front, i need rear brakes and I need a driver's side door handle. My door handle in the back inside on the driver's side is also missing and I need to replace it. I also wanna put a cd player in my car.
I asked before why you need to fix the passenger window handle if you don't have any passengers? Do you have a cassette tape deck?
Sideshow Bob, most black men don't want the jobs that Hispanic men have. So that's nothing new LOL. I don't want the jobs that Hispanic men have. They can have them hard labor low paying jobs. That's exactly who white men want working for them anyway so they can treat them like shit and pay them whatever they feel like it LOL. White men know they can't do that to black men because black men will curse them out and beat their asses hahahahahahahahahahaha. Hispanic men are too dumb to know that they're being played by white men job bosses for cheap labor because most of them don't speak English and they don't understand English LOL. They don't wanna speak English and they aren't trying to learn it LOL. They think americans are supposed to be able to understand their language and that's bullshit. Hispanics and other foreigners that come to America that don't speak English need to be forced to take some English classes if they're gonna be in America. If they don't wanna do that, then their punk asses can go back to their poor countries LOL.
I'm tired of them coming to America and getting jobs and they don't wanna speak English. The government takes care of them and gives them money and pays the majority of their rent. People like me who can't get a job and who really needs government money can't get none because bitch ass social workers think just because I'm a man, I'm supposed to get a job. They think it's easier for men to get jobs than women and it's not easy. Social workers should already know it's hard for black men to get jobs. If I could get a job, I wouldn't be asking social services for government money.
My car needs rear shocks, not rear brakes. Check Two, stop asking me stupid questions because you trying to diss me. Why would I want a tape player in my car when I have no tapes?
I wasn't trying to diss you, fool. You said it didn't have a cd player in it, so I'm asking if it still has a cassette tape deck in it. Cassette tapes are getting popular again anyway.
No I don't have a tape player in my car and I don't have tapes. How is tapes becoming popular again? Hahahahahahahahahahahaha. Be for real.
Several albums have been coming out on tapes lately, get with the times.
You really contradicted yourself by ending that rant with this ^
Either you care or you don't care.
I don't think you should be speaking for middle aged working class blacks who are being displaced from factory or skilled trade jobs (that you claim are awful and low paying) even though most are unionized, come with pensions, full benefits and overtime pay.
If you screwed up collecting TRASH and stocking shelves in wal-mart, then you probably really should be on disability.. and especially refraining from giving your 2 cents on socioeconomic issues.
Dude your just a lazy piece of shit.
Labor jobs pay better than whatever shithole job you do.
You don't wanna work. You wanna get paid well for work a retard could do.
Living in your parents basement you could live like a King if you made 25,000 a year. I mean I assume you have no bills and we know you don't have a car payment. What the fuck else bills could you possibly have?
You're a fucking moron. You don't have a learning disorder. Your just lazy as fuck. Your body and your mind.
Most laborers in this day and age are living 3x more comfortable than the typical millennial who got a useless bachelors or masters degree and now works 2 jobs in a restaurant setting praying for tips.
That's kinda why Mike Rowe from Dirty Jobs wrote an open letter to Bernie, about how offering free college to everyone is not going to magically fix our economy.
There are so many ways to make money "Laboring" or working in trades.
and these jobs are available.
Free college doesn't mean shit. Go ahead make it free, it's going to become as like extended high school a college degree from a free university will become as useless and watered down as a GED.
Bachelors degrees are already watered down as it is and tuition is sky high.
Sideshow Bob, you're right that I do need to get a disability check because I'm not good at a lot of jobs. Olive Oil Goombah, shut your bitch ass up faggot. I'm not lazy and I used to work 2 jobs for almost 9 years before I lost my full time job in June 2014. I also worked 2 jobs for awhile when I was in Cleveland. So I don't care what you think about me. If I wanna get a disability check because I'm tired of looking for a job, that's my business. I had to see a therapist today because another therapist I went to yesterday to get tested had to fill out some papers for me to get tested. My therapist told me today that my Medicaid insurance won't pay for my testing unless I get a referral from a psychiatrist that I used to see who's a black woman. So I called her today and I left a message that I need her as a referral so I can get tested and see if I can get disability money. My therapist also called her and left a message.
My therapist told me that if she don't call him, he's gonna talk to somebody else at her job and get a referral because he knows some people that work there. I was glad to hear that because I was mad that Medicaid won't pay for me to get tested unless I get a referral from a psychiatrist. How am I supposed to find out what's wrong with me if Medicaid isn't gonna pay for the testing? I'm not gonna keep going to a therapist talking about I can't get a job and he isn't doing anything to help me get government money or help me find a job. That's the same crap I did when I used to see the black woman psychiatrist and she did nothing to help me get money. All she did was write down my problems and give me her opinion of what she thinks is causing my problems. I told her money is the only thing that will solve my problems and I don't know what's so hard for her to understand about that. How is taking pills gonna help me get a job? LOL. I get so tired of psychiatrists telling me I need to take some pills as if that's gonna help me get a job.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. That's exactly why I'm never gonna meet him for lunch when I come to Cleveland because he always talking stupid stuff about me. He thinks he knows me because of things I say about my life. I've never been lazy and I've always wanted to work. If he was in my situation, he would be mad and depressed that he can't get a job. So don't be judging me because his punk ass think I don't wanna work and I wanna sit on my ass and collect a government disability check. I don't wanna do that. I would rather have a job but the bottom line is no white men job bosses are gonna be bothered with me when I gotta keep being told over and over how to do my job because I have a problem with figuring stuff out. My work history is bad and I've lost several jobs because of bad comprehension. What's funny about that? Being in that situation leads to depression, suicidal thoughts and homelessness. Those are terrible things that can happen to anybody and nobody likes being in that situation because nobody likes being without money and homeless.
What's funny? White men own most of the jobs in America and that's who black men gotta work for.
well you have a point lol. I just wonder why you have to let everyone know they're white and your psychiatrist is black. What do those details do for the sentence? I don't want you to think I'm attacking or criticizing you because you'll just tell me that you don't care about what I think and you deserve government money which I already know.
I just want to know why you always specify what race everyone you encounter is?
I'm surprised you finally said something good for once about me. I don't know why I gotta mention people's race when I talk about them. It's just a habit. Good to know that you think I deserve government money. Try telling that to Olive Oil Goombah's faggot ass that my money situation is bad and I need help because I can't get a job.
Yeah. I have met people with your level of social issues and I think it would be best if the rest of society meets them for prolonged periods of time and in large number so that they can understand it's best you stay home and get government money and not come out in public looking for a job that would require public trust. What if you got a job doing construction and you forget your main man was in a manhole and left to get a roast beef sandwich while he was stuck in a pit? What if my daughter (when she's born and old enough) wants to get a pedicure and you got a job sweeping toenails off the floor and just walked around with wood inhaling the dead foot skin shavings in the hair?
hiring and firing you immediately costs businesses a lot of money and can derail a lot no matter how small the job is, so it's even better for the economy for you to sit on the bench.
I look at it like basketball. There are niggas on the bench making 6 figures. Nobody complains that they should get off their lazy ass and go play because the team made sure the players that can help them win are on the court. Making everyone play for the point of not having lazy ppl will make you lose as a team.
I don't think you should tell the therapists that you're only there for government money.
What medicine did she want you to take and what did she say was causing your problems?
She didn't prescribe me any medication. All she did was write down my problems on some paper and she didn't say anything about she was gonna help me get tested so I can get a diagnosis of why I have a hard time figuring things out so I can keep a job. That's why I stopped seeing her and I'm seeing a therapist who's a black man because he's gonna help me get tested and find out what's wrong with me. He said he hopes that he can help me get disability money.
I agree with everything you said and you made sense finally. So stop acting like you wanna fight me and understand that just because we don't agree on the same issues don't mean we gotta hate each other.