Nah man, get up on those analogs. And aint shit more powerful than Salvia, which is still legal.Quote:
War on drugs....there's no war on drugs, and if there 'was' it's over and the common man didn't win.
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Nah man, get up on those analogs. And aint shit more powerful than Salvia, which is still legal.Quote:
War on drugs....there's no war on drugs, and if there 'was' it's over and the common man didn't win.
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explain 'reality loop'
what did you learn from the experience?
The basic concept of the reality loop was this. When I got up the first time in God knows what dimension, Salvia called me back. That established the ability of the drug to enter my world and call me back. Then we have the distorted fan, which established that all was not right with the world. Then we have my mindless horror at the situation, which established that I knew on a subconscious level that something was not right.
The initial question in that circumstance was "Where am I?" and "Is Salvia coming back?" That was bad, but tolerable after my initial horror. Things didn't go REALLY bad until the cube unfolded and revealed its mathematics, which was an unearthly system of spirals. At this point I was informed by Salvia, which had control of my thoughts to a degree, that the drug was a trap, a puzzle, and/or a game. The basic gist of it was that I had no method of proving that I was indeed in the same reality that I'd left. If I could do that, doubt would leave my mind and the world would return to normal. So I sat there and weighed my options and tried to put together a course of action that would be acceptable. I should also note that the drug gave me open eye hallucinations of future actions and their outcomes, so I could analyze each choice before making a move.
1. Destroy shit
Well, how expensive a mistake do I want to make before finding out that I am indeed sober? And isn't all that futile anyways?
2. Wait the drug out.
80 years passes and I'm still there? Fuck that. What if it never lets go?
3. Live my life in Salvia space as if it were normal.
I don't want to live that life, which I didn't know was mine, and then have Salvia call me back to the bed again.
4. Party
Again, how bad do I have to fuck up before I find out I'm sober or supposed to be?
5. Smoke more Salvia to find out what it does and find out how to beat it.
Fuck no. Does that loop me again? Does it take me into a deeper spiral?
6. Kill the asshole who told me to smoke that shit
Well, she either got me stuck or she didn't. If I'm stuck in unreality, there are better things to do with my time and it wouldn't be her that I killed. If I'm NOT stuck, she doesn't deserve it and I'll be fine.
7. Kill myself
Best case scenario I actually die. Worst case scenario, I wake up in bed again and shoot myself again and again and again.
8. Gather everyone and outthink this mess.
Well, having the same convo and weighing the same impossible options for eternity just sucks.
9. Sleep it off and forget.
Well, if it isn't real, but its my life, I've basically forgotten my entire life. Fuck hat.
10. Stay awake and let it wear off. Oops, I'll die with no sleep.
So generally, because I didn't know what dimension I was in, I was fucked. All options are bad options. The ones that might suit unreality aren't suited for reality and vice versa. Plus there's the fact that I'd forgotten my life. As it unfolded backwards, I couldn't tell what was reality and what was Salvia's tricks.
That placed my birth as the moment Salvia let me go, yet it had clearly destroyed whatever my original life was.
ANYWAYS, its complicated. Basically it pulled me in and out of reality a couple of times and left me somewhere in between.
I learned that there are things that deal in unreality and do the impossible. Therefore, with our human limitations, we are nothing. Those who deny the existence of the unreal and the impossible are trapped in this world. Those who surrender to the horror of unreality have nothing to fear here and should it even be possible to kill them in the commonly understood sense, they simply return to where they were born. When you're born in hell, you see the world as heaven.Quote:
what did you learn from the experience?
so what are you gonna do now?
Same thing I was doing before Salvia. If anything is different, I wouldn't know. And I'm gonna smoke more Salvia. Presuming any continuity remains, I intend on utilizing the duality of that space where it leaves you to do as I please in this world.
thats pretty wild Os3y3ris...
thats on some unbelievable out of this world shit...i cant even comprehend what its about.
yeah that's a nuts trip, youre making me wanna down a bottle of robotussin gel caps
War on Drugs is a joke. Take prisons for instance, a majority of people in prison are victims of the war on drugs in one way or another. Prisons, you would think, should be one of the most controlled instutions a person could ever encounter. Somehow, even in a prison drugs are prevelant. How could they honestly think they can keep free people from drugs, when they cant keep the people totally under their control from them? Or is it by design? Prisons are a business and their customers are mostly drug users, business would go down if people actually sobered up while incarcerated.
Before I smoked Salvia, I was loving DXM. Its like the complete opposite. You wanna fuck with DXM and its like "Hey, lets go to a movie. We can take my car, you drive. Pick the movie too." You fuck with Salvia and she's like "You wanna go WHERE?", throws you in the trunk, shoots you a couple times in the face and dumps you in a ditch beside the road. I don't do DXM anymore because of the body load. Plus I don't wanna know what it does after Salvia. I assume it works the same way, but my subconscious is likely fucked. I'd hate to find myself in another dimension without warning.Quote:
yeah that's a nuts trip, youre making me wanna down a bottle of robotussin gel caps
I had some 20x salvia, shit just gave me a headache. Mushrooms are cheaper anyway.
We need a war on lies, that's all I have to say.
Did you smoke it right? Torch lighter and a water pipe. Gotta burn as you inhale. Hold it, come back for another hit. Should take you right outta reality.Quote:
I had some 20x salvia, shit just gave me a headache.
But illegal. And you can't really grow your own. Salvia you can get cuttings and grow your own stock. Then you can extract that shit yourself too.Quote:
Mushrooms are cheaper anyway.
Ive smoked salvia like 12 times. theres three trips i remember vividly that were just wild. One i was sitting on a bench and I thought it was an open spaceship and i told my friend to jump in or he was going to die. I thought i was in space. Another time I thought i was a dvd player. another time i thought i was a machinical dinosaur. THe drug is fucked up and it really makes you wonder how fucked your mind is while taking it. After your done with it, it feels like your brain just had a workout.