Would You Kill Yourself If You Were Unemployed And Homeless?
I would and i ain't kidding. Only reason why i'm not dead now is because i can't afford a gun. I've been lucky that i got 2 jobs right now because 7 years ago, i was close to being homeless because i couldn't keep a job and i was unemployed for awhile. Most jobs i've had have paid me a low salary and that is fucked up that jobs use employees like that. My dad had a talk with me a few days ago talking about he wants to move outta town and he didn't say when that's gonna happen. My mom is probably gonna move with him which means i'll be homeless because i can't afford to live on my own because i don't have a good job and i'll probably never get one. Nobody is gonna hire me at a good job because i only have a high school diploma and i'm afraid to go back to school to get some job training because i'm not a good student and i can't afford it. I already applied for low income housing and who knows how long i gotta wait before i get a call about a vacant apartment. That's why i'm gonna see a psychiatrist soon and get some help because i need to know why it's hard for me to get a good job and when i do get a job, i need to know why i can't keep a job. Only reason why i've had 2 jobs for awhile now is because janitorial work is easy. I struggle with keeping jobs that are challenging and pay good. I know some of ya'll can relate to what i'm talking about. I'm sure some of ya'll may have a family member or friend who has a hard time getting a good job and keeping a job.