lol im just saying shit to fuck with people lolQuote:
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lol im just saying shit to fuck with people lolQuote:
Originally Posted by jäcobjäy
^^ did you see the movie the quote is from?
what quote now?Quote:
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as yall are probabley aware of right now i have been on music break for about 2 months now. before that, i averaged over 40 hours a week for 16 months straight it was time for the break and i needed one. i am going to start a new song sometime today and more than likley i will finish it in a timeley fashion and it will be good like always.
through my social circle i met a chick thats a rapper. she claims that shes in the past done like a cds worth of songs but all of it has been lost to time. she only rapped for me briefley but i believe that with my assistance she can be great and shes thinking about joining the group. im gonna tell you the same thing i told her. the more average people i can get on board with me and help them be successfull, well thats a demonstration of my superiority in my book. but i will only help someone for free once but everybody charges everybody for everything in this game why should i be the acception theres gotta be some incentive to work on others work instead of mine.
my close friend who chose the rapper name "Just-Ice" is also joining the group. he has never made a rap song before but he did purchase a microphone. i set him up with almost all the software he needs last night, and im gonna teach him my own unique personal system of creating music that i created and with my assistance i believe he can be great. thats all the news for new, get ready for a new song soon.
i needed the break but in this game 2 months feels like a lifetime and im more than ready to get back into it at this point ;P
now all i gotta do i stop fucking writing and start working on music fuck ive been writing straight since last night. i hope you enjoy my posts because im a writer as much as im a rapper. writing is one of my top things to do by far. if only i had someone who could keep up with me but nobody seems to have this ability all the way. its atually more efficent for me to type than it is to speak too. i can type a million words a second as fast as i can think without looking at the keyboard once please ive been a writer for like 18 fucking years longer than ive been rappin which i started at 15 which was 3 years later. im gettin old fuck i turn 31 soon alot of homies dont even make it this far thats why im ok with whatever in the end but i will always keep fighting though. plus i got 2 young cousins with lifespans half of what is normal and they will keep suffering till the day they die more than we can imagine. with all that shit do you think i give a fuck, i think not.......im still planning on having to murder maybe someday if i have to im just enjoying peace for as long as i can living life to the fullest fuck yall people you cant even touch me fuck. well i hope that i dont have to murder i would like to avoid that but nowdays theres a one and 3 chance a persons gonna get cancer and when the time is right thats how i plan to go so theres a good chance i will eventually murder myself.
and if not then perhaps my eventual emphazima will force me to end it, who knows because the future is unknown. even though things continue to get better shit happens and nothing lasts forever. perhaps there was atleast an ounce of wisdom in the siths rule of two, they never grow old! the good die young is what ive heard before and i believe that its very true sometimes. i have little fear, but life is scarier to me than death afterall i believe i was chosen by god. smoke em while you got em and the bigger they are the harder they fall fuck the world peace ;P
im a zen master and the god damn japanese were zen and most of them commited suiced before capture, they fought ruthlessley till the end no matter what, they had kamakazis, and they refused to surrender even after america dropped a nuclear bomb. they had to nuke those japs twice to get them to surrender im glad we won the war but god damn do i respect them. i may not be hard core in the same ways as the japanese but we share zen in common and im not afraid to die or fight to the death ive proved im like this plenty of times in plenty of ways theres nobody that dosen't think im a gangsta anymore, atleast anybody thats known the modern me. there are alot of different variations of gangsta though and im always trying to invent new ways of being gangsta but for me its more gangsta to be clean, nerdy and good yet still be gangsta, than it is to be the bad kind of gangsta my way is more challenging but has seemed to pay off. my style is all my own its new and for me my life is just beginning cuz the old me died along time ago and shits really starting to get into place i most likley already survived the worst of it but that dosen't mean im not prepared for anything
my sacrafices have eventually paid off but they have cost me the first half of my life im really becoming the person i think i should be and things just keep on getting better and better and this shit is in my livilehood i would die before i would ever let anybody take it away fuck people would die for this shit and i will die to keep it fuck
but thats right, not only do i know a thing or two about zen, but im actually a master of it and its the same shit the japs were into
i never started a new song like i said i would but i got something that im writing right now thats currentley on page 10. it will be done when it feels right and not a second sooner. i never have a plan when i start writing and dont really have one when i write lyrics either. i have been chosen by god and i am powerfull with the force i dont need a plan. what i would like to know is how am i able to write so much with no fucking plan and then do it all over again while rarley ever saying anything twice ever how to i keep track of that i dont know i just do. maybe i should plan but the act of writing without a plan is actually a plan in itself.
one thing im notorious for when it comes to not planning is that everything works out for me as if i had planned it. it also appears like i planned it, but guess what, it was probabley my subconscious and i did do some mind experiments back in the day where i was trying to fuck with my subconsciouss so that it would help and guide me and become more powerful and shit. i haven't a single clue as to anything i atually did as i have no memory of it. all i know is that it happened and it was complex but thats it. perhaps it actually worked, if not its god or the syncricity, probabley a combination of everything. just know you can look forward to this story being expanded and shit but theres a whole post i gotta write before i get into that shit
i swear to god its gonna piss me the fuck off if people start getting stupid and shit it will be pissed i deserve some respect for all the entertainment im giving you fuckers for absolutley free i provide interesting origional writing plus songs that the majority of people love and i feel that others might like me a little more if maybe the respected me more and i know all to well that the mood your in before you listen to a song determines the way you perceive it. thats why i gotta listen to the song so many fucking times while mixing it, its because everyone has ears trained at a different level and alot of the times it takes a long time for me to notice shit which is why so often ive made the mistake of prematurley releasing a song that at the time sounds perfect but then after listening to it 10 times you notice a verses volume needs to be adjusted ever so slightley or i end up making a minor tweak that now makes it perfect but after listening to it enough times i decide to make some minor tweaks again. most people are not gonna counciousley hear every thing i tweak in a song i suspect but it still affects them subconsciousley i suspect. thats what i believe its like for me anyways...........
me and the fucker road the Apocalypse together the end of the mayan long count calender just me and him
my job is to maintain the stream to the matrix at all fucking cost its a very important job
the way we were talking was you know now hes got free rent with me he moves in with me and its us here and he said the worst it would get is fistfights and if i ever thought it got too hot i could flee and nobody would follow
when i ever get around to getting the process of fixing my credit i will get the guarenteed va interest free home lone i just thought like what if i figured out how to build it like a temple thats nuts lol