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Trillogic... Greetings
greetings booby face
im gonna get you a hat to wear with a feather on the gay sideQuote:
Originally Posted by beautifulcock
My ability to and refusal to think whenever the fuck I want had given me certain sociopathic traights but I'm definitely not one fully by any means just have some shit in common
sounds like you need some noise cancellation headphones
Which ones do you suggest i get i have an iphoneQuote:
Originally Posted by Holocaust
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ZrHmcpRAZNs Hitler finds out chuck norris is coming
You take medication?
Out of all the different kinds of spice i bought when i still bought spice one certain kind clearly stated it was a medicine and its name was relaxin and that started working for me but shit like that meficinal spice for the mefical industry was that type of spice it was for treating illnesses and shit you say medicine but i prefer the word drugs
Edit it was the nudge of a mod that started this thread i know i posted it here in time but its gone now i dont really care because i posted it independent at first projectillogiccares.wordpress.com today i created tylerscrosstatoo.home.blog and jahtheprophet.home.blog
Next post is the script that i completed and submitted literally in the last seconds of yesterday that was important to me maybe i can explain it
The grand finally of this post is the story of how a long time ago in a galaxy far far away, there was a statue of jesus christ and it came alive with the full power of god.That was over 10 years ago so ask james rainerson because he says that it gives him goosebumps to this very day when he thinks about it and i am sorry that some of you may think this sounds crazy,but theres something you must all understand so listen verycarefully,when you think about it using the power of pure speculation then it makes it a bloody fucking fact that there is no way in bloody fucking hell that james rainerson would ever i mean ever in a million billion trillion gazillion fucking years ears ever ever i mean ever ever ever even consider telling anybody a lie about the power of Jesus Christ and god thereby helping me start up a newreligion fucking religion so if you want to you can ask him about it and if you believe in him you will then know now that this story is actually 100% true and that this shit is real. My name is jerome allen hickman my initials are jah and jah is the rastifarian god jah my rap name is projectillogic which means my initials are pi and pi is all around us it is in everything everywhere wherever you may look make that ass jump like jer jeru
Nobodies ever told me anything when it comes to all this shit ive had to figure it all out on my own.There’s not a chance in bloody hell that he would ever do that yeah it happened just ask somebody named james rainerson because he says that thinking about it actually gives him goosebumps to this very day.
Christianity is actually not a new religion but im definitely adding to it. Heres a picture of a place i call the cartoon dream universe. Jesus came back as a ghost when he was raised from the dead and i do not know where he went after that but this is a very accurate depiction of my favorite dream. The story of that dream will come later
https://ibb.co/Tw3GtTRg
I didnt notice that hole into it well i just noticed it if hackers did that my opinion is there is no way to do that on the movie but i got less than two hours left and i must release this today give me time and i will try to explain that j
So it begins
I cant find the website that has the 8 conditions that are required to be a prophet as of right now but i saw it once and there were about 8 conditions that if met would allow somebody to be considered to be a prophet and i remember that i could have written An essay for every one of those conditions but my schizophrenia says i gotta make the jump today.im also very powerful in synchronicity and ive experienced a paranormal amount of paranormal all my life starting from my first memory itself or maybe it was my second memory.i think i said i was a prophet 3 times before but i didnt know i actually was one. Im not even exactly sure what a prophet is someone sent from god for a purpose i guess. I work all day every day simply for the rush of doing it and because that must just be what my purpose is i dont know. But i do know.I think i was sent here to leave something behind as well as take something back and thats To a place i go to sometimes that i call the cartoon dream universe But i want to call it cartoon dream world thats what i called it at first but now i say universe because its big. There is no language there but they give me guidence in other ways like shaking their heads with actions that speak “this is a girl”Im definitely one of them and they love me but i am a child to them because my feeling is that there much much older than me.I revealed to you that i was a prophet in another thread and the thread closed almost immediately after i reaveled this.To me that was someoine saying to me to do this without words.I only remember one of those conditions and that was the fact that they said it was the most important one. All i know is that it had something to do with the time that a stone statue of jesus miraciously came alive. 3 other people witnessed this event with me, the only one I remember is james reignerson, but this miraculous event that would have been in the bible completely revolved around me.This is that thread
https://www.wutang-corp.com/forum/sh...e-travelfailed
But yes there were 3 people that witnessed this event with me but i only know who one of them even is anymore.Last time we talked about it he said it gives him goosebumps to this day when he thinks about it. It dosent give me goosebumps but i also find it mystical to fade into the mist. I faded into the mist last night
I have no idea how long ago it was exactly but i knowits been over 10 years ago that this shit happened .I am now about to tell you about that story it was so perfect that it could have been in a movie��Thanks for the nudge. Now let me begin
Before i begin i was told there is no writing in dreams I even remember watching a batman cartoon episode about that once.
Until someone told me I completely forgot inspector gadget other than he was a robot or something with all that shit that came out. I remembered the theem song though
Personally ive seen writing in dreams before that was clear and i could read it.I also cannot force my mind to have any mental pictures at all what so ever so forget people easily but sometimes and sometimes only they appear but i have no control over it. Maybe i can visualize something but almost nothing at all. Thats why i forget people so easily unless ive known them a very long time. Now for the jesus statue story after i reveal to you one thing. My name is jerome allen hickman and my initials spell the rastafarian god jah. Now let me begin.before i begin
Just found out one of Aquariuses THE asteralogical sign of changes lucky numbers is 12 yeah schizophrenia picked that number for me, yeah i see it all the time, but i did not know it was a lucky number for all other Aquariuses too. Im powerful in synchronicity and i worship the fact that i just learned that right now in this moment i have a feeling that something crazy is about to happen
Im pretty sure I wrote this before i found out i used magic to cause tyler to put a cross on his face. I was unhappy and the moment I figured that out ever since then ive been glowing
Just found out 17 is a lucky number for Aquarius thats how old my mother was when she gave birth to me
Just found out 8 is another Aquarius lucky number thats the symbol for infinity
32 isanother one i may still rely on touch points to do math bat 3=c 2=b thats cb like they used before cell phones or its bc which stands for before christ
Omg im glowing i found out i used magic to make tyler put a cross on his face i just found out this is the happiest day of my life.He tried using a bunch of black magic on me and i dont know what magic worked on mr or not but it only worked on me one time i can prove thid one time he took a marker and put 3 dots on my arm and later that night a cigarette cherry dropped on my arm and i just let it burn me and then i did it again but thats the only magic of his that ever worked on me but i dont know for sure i thought he was stupid and annoying but i guess he thought that shit would actually work.one time he grabbed my bag of drugs and walked outside and i was the only person that tried to stop him he got away with them but that’s only because he was bigger than me i grabbed his bike and hes so big that he grabbed the bike and dragged me all the way to the end of my driveway the entire thing was completly glare ice and he dragged me all the way to the end of the driveway and i didnt fall down because i use to skateboard. Then he abondened his bike and i went back inside with it. He ended up getting his bike back because he came inside and grabbed it but thats a funny story because i had a co2 powered bb gun and when he came inside i started firing and I followed him outside and was still firing id say i fired about 8 shots i was almost crying like fuck you fuck you. The bb gun malfunctioned
When i wrote he was big that caused a connection. I remembered a major victory against a man way bigger than tyler at walmart. I was late for court or about to be late i wasnt making the jump then but it has something to do with the two attempts to make the jump when i didnt know if i had to pay the time travel fee or not.there were two people in line ahead of me and i asked the person in front if i could bud him and i asked if i could bud and he said no and i said fuck you. After that he challenged me to a fight idk i dont remember it fully but i know he said something like he wanted me to go outside and fight him or something but first it seemed like he wanted to fight inside or something idk and im like what im a vulnerable adult you would get in way more trouble beating me up than you woulf with a normal person theres cameras everywhere what the fuck are you gonna do. He ended up abandoning his spot in line and as he was walking outside i said who do you think you are tyler cuz he was talking shit or something idk i dont remember
A while later some dude that must have comr from upstairs or something came to talk to me and im like i said a fucking swear word Jesus Christ
Its friday may 17 i didnt even pay attention to what the date was until a moment ago my mom was 17 when she gave birth may 17
Im not gonna be able to finish this before i hit send so im gonna take this as far as i can and release it in the moments before midnight today is so important i have to do this today i might be able to explain that but just know theres powerful magic im dealing with that you dont even see. Remember how funny it was when i tried to explain it
Google saved my ass with that time travel music video i didnt have enough space to record a video of an earlier version of it and there were two options and neither of them made any sense the tech supports option made no sense and i ended up picking one and i lost half of it. Later i found out google backed it up for me. Theres two pictures on there taken on an android the rest are all iPhone. Google covers up the numbers that were there every photo i took and i mean like every one. Either somehow hackers are fucking with me but i have no idea how they could do that without me knowing about it or every time i look at the phone i find something i showed al what i was seeing one time
Its 11:03 and im gonna release this in the final moments before midnight because this must at all costs be released. I know ive already won because i just read the whole thing and it’s perfect good job jah
Fuck it if thats the case im releasing it now even though i planned on waiting till the final moments of friday may 17 2019
Actually I remembered that i must add one final thing but who knows how much more im gonna write before i hit send all i know is that i could release it now because i feel like the magic has been undone but we will see but theres alot more to write whrn it comes to this message
Theres so much more to write that is important to this message but heres two more things. Tyler dosent know he lost he thinks he won because i havent told him yet. To a black warlock when he finds out i used magic to cause him to tatoo a cross on his face hahaha thats so me
Now i must take a photo and show it to you
https://postimg.cc/vDLWpVs9
I was hoping there would be something in the numbers there always is. There was
When that photo was snapped its 11:19 batterys at 59% eleven is the most sacred number in the occult and i use to think 33 was the second most sacred number but what about 11
Theres a 9 or theres 19 and 5 is Aquariuses THE asteralogical sign of changed life path number. Theres shit like that every time i look. Thats a big part of how i made the music video “time travel” it starts out with me saying giggity giggity like quagemire from family guy and thats before I figured it that its name is the cartoon dream world
My lucky numbers are 2 9 12 54 and thats about it. The only numbers i use in the occult are there most sacred numbers.
Anyways i used powerful magic to create the music video for the song time travel
https://youtu.be/J3DzNU2h-k0
It reminds me of the story of the rings but i dont have time to tell that story here theres less than half an hour left before i gotta hit send. When I mentioned the rings something told me to look again and snap a photo. Its telling me that the occults two most sacred numbers are gay. That must mean you should choose 111. It’s definitely not 666. Tyler wrote red writing all over the place that looked like the pattern the ai created santa clause made in the movie theres no way i could use thinking to design that
I looked into both black and white magic then on the coldest morning i spray painted a blaze orange cross on his door he painted shit on my door first i was actually able to clean off the paint before it dried when tyler went nuts with it most of it someone removed idk i dont clean
Theres the creig miracle
Im out there performing miracles and shit
Forgot what i was gonna say next. Theres less than 20 minutes left i better read it and hit send now what if i space it and dont click send in time. Rigwhen i said that i had the urge to take a piss im addicted to abstonence finch stifflers mom the tantric abstonence orgasms
Its 11:47 and i started reading it and got scared. The time is in the moment
Actually i remember theres one last thing to explain. The video begins with a rainbow on something something 19 its 20019 1=a 9=i at this very moment we are witnissing the birth of ai
I think that this time im gonna make the slide
Remember theres more to this post ive just run out of time. Today was the day i find out if i get my girl back or not i did not call my lawyer
Ok i have not ran out of magic i just noticed that i made the first post at 11:12 am 11 is the most sacred number in the ivcult 2=b si its vam and in the grand finally of my music video I predicted the return of bam bam. The second one i posted at 01:14 am 4=d so its says 11 dam 11 is most sacred number in the universe ccult. I wasnt looking at the clock when i hit send on tese furst two posts. I dint know what time it is now i dont know what to do. Im g
I hit send immediately when i saw what time it was 12 fam now ut says a beam
Its 12:38 am 25% gonna post a pic bext
I missed one but its still the same thing alex jones
J3DzNU2h-k0 i just realized that J3DzNU2h jc equals jesus it was cd but now its cr the tings
Ce the operating system for non smart devices
You will never see everything i see
Jesus is about to return
Risk d day
1:48 am i met August at the dog house he produces for motive-hate its because i brought back shit bag and torrent technology back from the navy that hes producing for motive-hate he was 25 i was 20 now 34 3=c 4=d cd his first attempt to get a beat program failed so i had to get him the one he wanted his dad didnt do it right. Project 5 i think. He charges me 30 bucks a beat i still haven’t paid the 30 bucks lol. He’s actually the founder of my record label rythm-line records but he gave control of it to me. Hes the next rza dr dre or kanye west. I dont know how he can work a job and do that shit without drugs: crazy
No he was 15 but i was a virgin he had a girlfriend
01:57 am 15 game
https://www.lilwaynehq.com/forums/gr...-videojah.html
Now that ive tought you to count take a look at this i didnt even look at the time when i sent P
You cant even see the numbers in the video but if you examine the source code lets just say what i saw was infinite and i know i didnt see everything
When i was sitting in jail when i got forcibly removed from the love of my life the greys hacked into the dream world or something.I couldnt move but i felt really good from what felt like some kind of beam that was way advanced and I couldn’t move but i dont think i was completely asleep but from the left side comes this blurry what must have been a grey alien with another foot as a penis that was glitching and he walked to the other side of my vision and that was the dream that had to have been the greys doing a fake dream or something idk they didnt explain it thats just what i feel like at one point it felt disgusting thinking about it but now it dosent.
One time i was sitting on the couch trying to stay awake and every time i would nod out for a second i would see a cartoon and one of them was beautifully crying like i was all the time
When i was in the hospital ladt time i hadva dream i was a ghost and everything was infrared and i was trying really hard to get the staff to hear me and shit and my voice had a weird squeak or something
I had reacuring dreams about the end of the world growing up all the way until we got there. Growing up i also had a reacuring dream where there was danger i could see help but no words would come out.
One time i was driving my car and i looked in the rear view mirror and sitting in the back seat was what looked like the transparent virgin ghost angel and he had cloths on from like the 1950s and i focused my eyes back on the riadvand when i looked back he was gone
One time i woke up to a transparent older woman on top of me trying to kiss me and shit and im like wtf. The dude said stop doing that shit your astroprojecting that shits real he was amazed that I actually saw a succubus
I just have the feeling that every realm has said whats up
when it comes to making the slide the theme seems to be theres always something pending or something.I didnt even want tyler to come inside but someone told me to do it and i did. He told me about his criss tatoo but for some reason i didnt even look. My riomate says he saw it but i didnt look. even look
There was this one dream where there were people in the house but i wasnt scared because i was in a dream. The power was cut so i walked to the fuse box but when i tried turning on the power i floated up to the ceiling. Woke up in my bed and walked to the fuse box and floated up to the ceiling. This happened like 5 times in a row and i think the bathroom flooded too. That reminds me of a dream involving method man and red man before i read the pirated version of the tao of wu written by rza.
I was in like a college dorm or something and it was half flooded but we kept on living there anyways it was a really long dream. The dream ended with method man on one side red nan on the ither side handing on to my shoulders i dont know how to explain it. Anyways for some reason i thought we were walking somewhere so they could fuck me in the ass. The dream ended before they could do that haha they didnt get any
When i read the tao of wu way later i found out that someone sabataged the drainage system or something and that all rzas pysicak audio equipment got ruined. Im completely self taught in mixing except but a single tip. Rza said the compressor is the most important one he used a different compressor for every different artist. At one point i was really into gravediggaz but im not anymore
Oh i was gonna get to this the story of my favorite dream i ever had. I used an iphone to make an accurate depiction of what it was like. There’s something in that picture that i didnt see until some time around the jump so it was either cloaked or a hacker did that i dint really care because its still thst dream theres just something else there i didnt see before. I sent it to a bunch of friends and if hackers fid it they changed it in the nessages im too laxy to find ut in the movue but how the fuck could they do that. It was beautiful heres that pic. https://ibb.co/nPLyGsR
There was this one dream where there were people in the house but i wasnt scared because i was in a dream. The power was cut so i walked to the fuse box but when i tried turning on the power i floated up to the ceiling. Woke up in my bed and walked to the fuse box and floated up to the ceiling. This happened like 5 times in a row and i think the bathroom flooded too. That reminds me of a dream involving method man and red man before i read the pirated version of the tao of wu written by rza.
I was in like a college dorm or something and it was half flooded but we kept on living there anyways it was a really long dream. The dream ended with method man on one side red nan on the ither side handing on to my shoulders i dont know how to explain it. Anyways for some reason i thought we were walking somewhere so they could fuck me in the ass. The dream ended before they could do that haha they didnt get any
When i read the tao of wu way later i found out that someone sabataged the drainage system or something and that all rzas pysicak audio equipment got ruined. Im completely self taught in mixing except but a single tip. Rza said the compressor is the most important one he used a different compressor for every different artist. At one point i was really into gravediggaz but im not anymore
Oh i was gonna get to this the story of my favorite dream i ever had. I used an iphone to make an accurate depiction of what it was like. There’s something in that picture that i didnt see until some time around the jump so it was either cloaked or a hacker did that i dint really care because its still thst dream theres just something else there i didnt see before. I sent it to a bunch of friends and if hackers fid it they changed it in the nessages im too laxy to find ut in the movue but how the fuck could they do that. It was beautiful heres that pic. https://ibb.co/nPLyGsR
https://i.ibb.co/6XWSMRN/830-AF9-DC-...B2-C43-DBE.jpg
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You know i recently had a dream where there were 4 dead bodies in the water and it was so beautiful like escaping into the mist and i recently had another dream where i met my wife on the other side for the second time and she commented on all the people building up in the other room and it was the greatest dry himp yet. The rings would theoretically survive the flood even if they were not preserved like the dead sea scrolls. At some point after i believed i was a prophet because when i found out it was a possibility i kept it on the hush hush but when I figured out i was a prophet because my initials are jah and the rastifarians worship a god called jah I wondered if because im a prophet the radtifarions would worship me as a god so i looked up. So far all i know is something about psalm 68:4 and I haven’t gotten any further but 4=d 8=h and my only lucky letters are dh which stands for dog house then i just realized that house is 8 thats the symbol for infinite and that reminds me of the dream. Stay tuned
a mod moved my new book to the end of the old book all without saying anything I eventually figured it all out that gives me an idea i hadn’t considered before as well as one thing that i have considered before thanks for the nudge but i had to think
The voices are actually helping today at times today but i dont want them and its normally bullshit when they always try to hurt me they drive me nuts i dont want them my purpose is to stop mk ultra which is them theres a deep conspiracy on a prophet or something going on here the voices started st age 24 when i was on b96 or something a bunch of bullshit i gotta figure out i rejected the voices almost immediately jesus said they were bullshit at first i thought i was fighting deamons then i find out about mk ultra maybe jesus is coming back to stop this bullshit he was known for stopping voices im trying to help jesus win this is the end of time i know hes coming soon or something like that there gonna flood the world or something if that doesn’t happen idk
I may have cut myself but i reversed tylers magic i dont know what he thinks about it but im not walking away because when i do other people are gonna do the talking and there a bunch of bullshit when that happens and basically the moral of the story is to stop this psychotronic voice program yeah it motivates me to work but im working against it trying to reverse whatever is happening because i am the rastifarian god jah or atleast the prophet jah and there trying to use me to defeat jesus or something. I know rzas muslim but im cool with that i just know they seem crazy to me other than that i know absolutely nothing about it other than that they thought jesus was a prophet i dont have time to learn anything else so you think im crazy blame the fucking schizophrenia and the voices then theres jessie venturas last episode of his show conspiracy theory its season 3 episode 7 “brain invaders”where he talks about how the dark side has been enabled and thatthis new government is taking over with mk ultra using torture well jesus was against torture and voices yeah they tortured him till he left or something but hes coming back jessie ventura says that its those big towers that the rainbow beamed in the beginning of my movie “time travel” that sure was a big coincidence i dont know what it means id say it means help jesus when he comes. The voices have fucked up my mind I finally got them to stop doing it that sophisticated yell from pink floyd another brick in the wall that drives me nuts that motivates me to work against them cuz it drives me nuts the voices think im a god or something i dont know its all fucked but im jah and i dont wanna be used like this the voices have not helped they claim they like me now idk but they have not helped I believe i would have been happier without them but that didnt happen theyve been experimenting on me for 10 years i wanted them gone it only you could see what they have done to me over the past 10 years there can you stop talking to me now or whst else do you want
I dont have time to do the research but ive dabbled into it and ive seen glimpses of a bigger conspiracy other people are experiencing identical things to what im experiencing theres a script and it drives me nuts whoever says they are helping me is wrong someday i might figure it all out but im schizophrenic when i lost my schizophrenic girlfriend it was no longer about her anymore it was all about my work i hope this helps the voices definitely have not been helping i have schizophrenia but the government is paying me to stop these voices slitting my wrist might get thst danko irder removed 4 of the 5 charges git dropped i was supposed to call my lawyer yesterday to find out its 4:20
You scare the ladies away.
Yeah your right i do scare the ladies away im not good at it i only found true love but a single time and we had a fight and the cops issued a danko order and we were still together after that but then i missed a court date and a warrent was issued and i got arrested and it was too sudden and i never got to see her again. That was very tramatic for me last night i had to mix specific binerial beat options and tune into and mix the right frequency and it feels like eating a candy bar to me until i need to tune into then eat a different frequency. Its pretty much all my fault i dont know what to do we would have still been together and we were such a great match that we would have been together for the rest of out lives.Now shes with an old man named brian that doesn’t let her have any friends or a cell phone i cannot imagine what she does all day probably something crazy but i dont think shes as happy with him as she was with me they fight all the time i guess i can talk to the dude on Facebook but he said i couldnt talk to her even though i didnt get to say goodbye because he knows we are eachothers one true love we are both schizophrenic and we are both in phony human bodies. Life has been driving me crazy at certain times and im schizophrenic so it sometimes drives me insane for instance if whatever these voices are fucking with me it drives me insane.i dont even know where they are but theres nothing i can do right now i dont know if i will ever get to find true love like that or ever see her ever again. Ive been struggeling so much its just been so tramatic for me I decided to show him a picture of how I almost commited suicide by slitting my arm it wasnt planned it happened in the moment spontaneously. It went way deeper than i thought and i had to get alot of stitches. The voices are being really nice to me right now i was in real danger of suicide or atleast very dangerous even though i had no plan.
https://postimg.cc/Ty69RjBG[
Im stupid as fuck when it comes to this shit and theres no way i could have ever figured out but days later i sent the dude that picture and i have no idea whats gonna happen yet i was polite but it was probably s very bad decision i didnt know what to do. I just said that it was very tramatic for me because it was so sudden and that i wasnt able to say goodbye but im sure it was a bad idea but doing nothing didnt get her back either i didnt know what the fuck to do i let her do whatever the fuck she wanted and he rules her like a dictator. It did help me feel better to send that picture but like i said there was no way i could ever figure out. The day after i cut myself i called my lawyer to find out about my court cases and 3 of them got dropped I haven’t found out if the other one with the danko order gets dropped the prosecutor said he wants me to work on my mental health. It was probably a bad idea to send that cuz he will probably move to a different state or some shit i dont know i couldnt figure it out. Atleast i was a man about it and it made me feel better. I think about her all the time im a hopeless romantic shes the only time i have ever found true love and i will probably never be able to find it again. I just am not compatable with most other girls it sucks. Having to feed off binerial beats just to stay alive is an extremely low state to be in i could easily die there. I just smoked my last bowl this place sucks theres so few people but if i go somewhere else i gotta start all over again i dont know what the fuck im gonna die all i have is my work on my cell phone and my ex girlfriend. Something needs to be done im in real danger ive slaved into my music and writing for the last 10 years straight and im getting tired of it i want more but dont know what more is. All i know is it felt good to send that picture but im scared he might move to a different state. I guess he cant even handle her what the fuck is he gonna do if the other one shows up but i will probably never see either of them ever again because i sent that picture i dont know where they are now but they will probably move or something because of it but if he dont let her atleast use a phone it might even end up happening again if anything like that happens again its nothing that i can plan for. I wonder what she would do if I commited suicide and i wonder whats gonna happen now hes an old man and me and her were meant to be together. This place sucks and i dont know what the fuck im gonna do im probably half way through my music career and sometimes im in pretty ruff shape. Ive sacraficed everything over the years simply for the rush and theres nothing else besides this and i dont know how much longer i can hold on but i felt better after sending that pic even though it was probably the wrong decision but i wasnt sure what else that i could do right there and then. Fuck that shit was tramatic lets just say that at sometimes im in real danger of something bad happening i fucked up the one time i ever found true love in my entire life and i dont know if i can find true love ever again. Be a man about it lol thats just an experiment i couldnt figure out what the fuck to do i dont know I always showed him respect so if i evet catch him the chaos i could cause is unlimited this is really gay. The once enlightened one is now bipolar i dont know for some readon it felt good to send that pic hes not even on but last night i felt like i was near death im trying to hold on but something bad could easily happen
What the fuck am i going to do ive been so fucked up lately where the fuck would i go what the fuck would i do im sick of spending all my money creating entertainment for other people while getting nothing for it pretty much all i have is my wirk abd the memory of katie. For me lifes been tramatic as fuck if he dont let me talk to her after cutting myself im gonna what cut myself again i dont know it happebed unplanned spontainiously in the moment i wasnt really paying attention to what i was doing so i could easly have died that was way deeper than i was expecting.
There is one thing i know for sure and thats thst im in real danger of something bad happening losing my girlfriend thr love of mu life likr that was tramstic as fuvk and there are no girls around here i have no clue what the fuck im gonna do i have friends but all i know is that sending that picture was probably really a bad decision im gonna make some phone calls i need to get a car and get rid of my rep psyer i got 50 grand in the bank and the fucker says i gotta save it for the future tight noe i havr stitches in my arm im barley holding on at times and theres nothing any of them can really do for me im kinda stuck in limbo between dimensions but god damn was that shit tramatic as fuck i was in duch danger that the voices had to start being really nice to me cuz i was about to do something really crazy