Originally Posted by
CharlesJones
I have a problem figuring things out and i'm terrible at studying because it's hard for me to remember what i'm studying especially if i'm studying schoolwork. Like for example, my father has shown me several times how to change a car flat tire and i still wouldn't know what to do if i had a flat tire. Another time my father took me driving to show me how to drive a stick shift truck so i could get my CDL license so i could drive delivery trucks. I kept messing up when i was driving his truck so i just gave up and stopped studying for my CDL license. I'm telling ya'll something is wrong with my brain and i hate it because if i was able to figure things out, i would've had my own place a long time ago and i would've had a better paying job. I think iam gonna go see another psychiatrist because i want a different opinion and i want some tests run on my brain to see what's wrong. My mom told me yesterday that i need to get my own place and i told her i would if i had a job making some real money instead of the job i got right now making bullshit money. I work 2 jobs now and i'm tired of working 2 jobs and both jobs don't pay enough money for me to move outta my parents house. I get $9 a hour at my day job and at my night job, i get $6.65 a hour. That ain't shit. A damn high school student can get paid the same salary i'm getting. I'm so sick of my life. I swear i wanna kill myself so bad because i think i'd be better off dead anyway. I can't take care of myself making bullshit money and no job is gonna feel sorry for me and offer me a good paying job because don't nobody give a shit about me.