No closure

[Mantra]

verse one

detected thoughts of provoked relations and allegations
trapped in my own iniquity violence that lead to parole violations
pathement pacing brain confusion 3 day temptation from Satan
i didn't bow or prey me and my lady laid exchanging vows at the end of day
know we broke-up her tears for fears tissue she soaked up
a new partner she's with i held in pain i shouldv'e spoke up
instead i stayed smoked up killing sober feelings
heart wounds so deep it'll take a life-time of healing
still at the party friends showed pity as ladies showed ass, and titty
it was a friends house in the burbs' still my souls in the city
with the ex that marked the spot too proud to ask for one more shot
in dreams the hands of time turn back i wake up to a empty bottle of scotch
anger at the thought of her at the bottom without me on top
i have no use for these cherries and strawberries
burning pictures of her i caught an arson charge in the cemetary
wish i could delete the past her new man i want to beat that ass(no homo)
but i must respect her feeling and somehow move on fast
And for a while the remedy was a few drinks, strip-clubs, and a wallet full of cash
then i drove day-dreaming of her and got into a fucking car-crash


v2

Just when i forgot about her she calls and i don't answer
erase her texts without reading them
two years later and i found out she birthed my son
i was clothes shopping and her cousin told me the news
I took a blood-test denying her claims before know i feel like a fool
were still cool tried to get her back by enrolling in her school
to only sleep with her friends not purposely either
she confronted me in the cafe and i got ethered
know she's bonning my connect on reefa
i guess pay-back is a bitch like life is
every other woman iv'e laid lack the tightness
too broke to pay the prices it's impossible to find a queen who's righteous
my son's older i spend time but to her it's not enough
i got pissed because she's walking the streets without four fifth's of her goods covered up
she just smiled as if my concern enlightened her day
she asked me do you want to really make this work or do you want to get laid??

v3

actions spoke louder than words as our clothes fell to the floor
heart racing as my old territory was re-explored
just as she was climaxing from the action somebody rang the door-bell
i tried to make her ignore it but she just got dressed complaining she broke a nail
It was her old friend and to my suprise she let the dude in
he commented on how fine she looked she just turned red and started blushing
Mad as hell i grabbed my jacket saying i'll be on my way paying no mind she told me to have a good day
Kicked it with an old neighbor across the street that used to live around the way
He said are you guys a couple again? i told him no were just friends
Not knowing this dude would go back and tell her everything i said
she called and said to pick her up grabbed my son from out the bed
he started kicking, and fighting i gave em his bear he relaxed
crying where's mommy until i picked her up at her cousin mack's
she kissed the baby laughing at me saying baby your crazy!
asked me if i still love her i stumbled no then maybe
then she said with another woman is where you belong
i smelled fear coming from her and the fragrence was strong
that night my son fell asleep we happily got it on
then in the morning i woke to a note saying your good in bed but iv'e moved on