fuck hockey
if you can introspectively diagnose and accept your "illness" then you are the only one preventing you from being "normal".
^^...lmfao.. yo they let crazies use the internet really
I am normal enough to function in society, but the courts and department of human services won't let me out of here. It made the press when I got transferred to a lower security setting, like "Why TF are they letting this person get closer to freedom?" Basically no one wants to be the dude that signs off on me getting out.
What's stupid is that I have a job and housing waiting for me.
But like, this shit happens to me all the time, and I don't believe it's just neurons misfiring in my brain. I think there's something to it.
it's you wanting people to see you as crazy because you are really scared of crazy people
so you do and say crazy things so that crazy people will hurt you less than they would if you were not crazy acting at all -
but then you post here and tell people that you are crazy because you think it'll give you props - so niggas could be like " Oh that niggas on some Hannibal lecture shit" however you spell that niggas last name - really being crazy is some painful shit that real crazy niggas don't speak about - like robbies chin - that nigga is the craziest - he jumps off of robbies face and looks for pancakes to cut in the night - you can't tell his chin nuffin
You would be lucky to find any kind of support system here. You're best bet is to accept proffessional help and go through the hellish motions to recovery. Get well.
Obviously if you read my first post some crazy shit happened to me and I was a little confused. I will admit I take a little pride in the fact that I go psychotic sometimes, because I don't think most people realize how thin the tissue of consciousness really is, and I've ripped it up now and then. My original question was... is any of this crazy shit-- this shit that seems more real than reality when you're going through it--can it be useful?
yes it can be useful
when your using it to get what you want from people
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