Males, that is.
This is a serious thread about my serious dream, so take it seriously...seriously.
I have a lot of difficulty living with the fact that I'm not in porn. I genuinely believe it is the rightful place for me, for many reasons. I watch a lot of porn and when doing so I have an awful lot of difficulty accepting that I'm not a part of it. It plagues me more than anything else in my life. It is my ultimate goal and all I really want out of life. I honestly believe it's the only way I could ever be truly happy and at peace. I would do just about anything to get in. If I was rich I'd buy my way in. If I was famous I'd use my fame to get in. Unfortunately I'm neither of those things. Plus I live in a small town in Australia. I don't think there's anything I can do from where I live, to make my dream a reality.
And I'm not a fucken idiot who thinks I'd just be having great sex with really hot girls every day. I've read pretty much every pornstar autobiography ever published, as well as reading a lot about the industry on the internet. I have a good idea how it rolls. And believe me when I say I want in.
I've also read up on how you can get in, and it seems that for males pretty much the only way you can get in is to bring a new girl in, who will only fuck you on film, or to have connections in the industry. At this point in my life I won't be getting in either of those ways.
Has anybody here ever made a serious attempt at getting in? Or does anybody know anybody in the industry who they can put me on to? Even just to talk to and ask a few questions. Can anybody offer anything helpful or useful to me?
And fuck the haters in advance. This is my genuine dream and there is absolutely nothing "wrong" with it. It's no different to somebody wanting to be a lawyer or a politician. And I don't see why it needs to be just a fantasy. There are thousands of guys around the world who do this work, and I know that I am more than capable of being one of those guys.
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