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projectillogic
thats where your wrong.............there is a god and there is a devil ive experienced both...............i will start with the story of when i became a true witness to the power of jesus christ
about 8 or so years ago i was with 3 other people and we were waiting for an ounce of weed in the cemetery. It was right at the point where it was just about dark yet there was still a little light. I walked up to a large statue of jesus christ with a friend and he put a cigarette up to jesus mouth. When he did that, i had the great idea of putting my cigarette up to jesus mouth. The moment the pipe touched his mouth boom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lighting flashed directley behind him with the loudest thunder ever. To all appearences it was as if the lightning was striking inside the cemetary itself and it lit him up blue
at that very same moment the wind picked up like a tornado. There were leaves on the ground and the air became completely saturated with leaves. The tornado like wind was so powerfull that as we ran back to the car we had to run sideways because the wind was so powerfull.
As were running back to the car the statue lit up blue again and again and again. Im only in contact with one of those 3 people now, but he says thinking about it gives him goosebumps to this day. It was very deliberate and like i said it appeared as if the lightning was striking inside of the cemetary. I will never doubt the truth of jesus christ ever again im a true witness to his power. I rap about this experience in many of my songs. A zen master into the sith would never make something like this up.
So heres the theory i came up with about god. If e=mc2, then nothing can ever be lossed it just changes states. Because of this, there is a limited amount of possibilites that can happen inside infinity before somethings gotta give and somethings gotta repeat. Inside of infinity, everything repeats an infinite amount of times and this includes all possibility from any point no matter what. Because of time travel, every possible state can be traveled too and not only can time be traveled, but also possibility. If everything repeats infinitley then long after my death, and even the destruction of earth, eventually the earth will be formed again and i will be born again inside of infinity.
Each cycle of events do not happen in the same way every time. Thats why after my rebirth, since its possible, my alive father dies when im 3 years old. Look at it like parallel universes cuz thats what it is. Every possibility from any given point, and all possibilities after that event, happen an infinite amount of times inside infinity. Because of time travel, all possibility happens an infinite amount of times even star wars where do you think they got the idea from. If you took a computer and programmed it to randomley write shit, then inside of infinity, eventually ai will form. God came into existance in the same way and because of time travel god has always existed because its an inevitability.
Now lets talk about the devil
6 years ago i was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia............i no longer have paranoid delusions anymore and only hear voices about 15% of the time because of the medication i am on. The voices become more powerfull at night and ive suspected they were real the entire time but nobody believed me but now because of what happened in the last 2 weeks people believe me that they are real. Theres more than one voice and one of them is female. Anyways, i now have proof of their existance and this shit happened in the last 2 weeks.
One thing that happened is that i was awake laying in bed. Something grabbed my wrist really hard and pulled. I was paralyzed with fear, i couldn't even look in the other direction for like a minute. The voices dont scare me and the only reason i was scared is because it caught me by suprise plus ghost/deamon physical contact has some weird effects.
Then the second time i saw a shadow that looked like moving smoke for a sec and there was no smoke.
The 3rd time i awoke with the ghosts/deamons fucking with me but it would be impossible to explain what it was like and it was like a dream anywaysso i dont fully remember it. I grabbed my bible and ran into the living room and lay on the couch. I was cradeling my bible like a baby and praying to god to help me defeat these deamons. What happend next was a sensation of each page of the bible shooting up rather quickley and it was as real as when they grabbed my wrist. In 6 years nothing like this had ever happened until 2 weeks ago. On another forum with a section on this shit i asked what to do and they said imagine a ball of light and it seems to work. These ghosts/deamons have no control over me i fight them every time.
I actually owe the voices alot though they helped me with my enlightenment. My strategy for fighting them was to think absolutley nothing and as i did this over the years i got better and better at it. Then i get on this medication and they gone but i now have the ability to completley silence my mind. So basicley, i became a zen master because of the sith and in fighting the voices. I dont know if im posessed or external, but either way they have absolutley no control over me whatsoever im way too powerfull for that and through the voices ive become even more powerfull.
You may ask how the sith helped me master zen so here it goes. Before i got into the sith i was depressed and suicidal all the time. What the sith did was it burnt all these negative emotions and thoughts to a crisp till they were gone. They were replaced with sith thoughts and from then on i got mad instead of sad. It worked for me but i dont reccomend it to everybody. The sith at first nearly consumed me! There was a huge battle within my mind and there were two sides the zen and the sith. It was like having 2 different personalities and each one had a different vibration and intensity. In the end zen won the battle. In the end i became master of both the dark and the light..........now days my experience of the dark side is tamed.
“the dark side will devour those who lack the power to control it. It’s a fierce storm of emotion that annihilates anything in its path. It lays waste to the weak and unworthy. But those who are strong can ride the storm winds to unfathomable heights. They can unlock their true potential; they can sever the chains that bind them; they can dominate the world around them. Only those with the power to control the dark side can ever truly be free.”
~darth bane
the poison of the dark force shall manifest in different stages: Rage then exhilaration, anger then control, terror then superiority, bewilderment then passion, frustration then victory, despair then power — need we say more?
----sithacademy.com
we are not mortal animals who plunder at the mercy of*irrational thoughts and passions; we who strive to be the masters of the universe must first be the masters of ourselves.
----sithacademy.com
feeding on rage like this brings fighters to the dark side, but when they step away they can be much more receptive to the light. Not all such warriors are beyond redemption.-luke skywalker
the meditation i did on the dark side in the beginning was the focusing on pure unfocused anger/rage/ shit like that and like i said, it almost consumed. It actually did consume me for awhile but like i said there was a huge battle and zen was victorious. Through all of this i became enlightened and yes people, i honestley believe im enlightened. Im only depressed or unhappy 1% of the time and its weird when it happens cuz im not use to it. Right now im the happiest ive ever been in my entire life.
On a different forum with a section on this kinda shit i asked what i should do. One person suggested that to defeat the voices i must imagine a ball of light and for a meditation master like me this is easy easy easy. I literally have root access to my mind with the ability to choose whatever i want to think as well as block any thought that i wanted.
Peace is a lie.
There is only passion.
Through passion i gain strength.
Through strength i gain power.
Through power i gain victory.
Through victory my chains are broken.
The force shall set me free.
–the sith code
the sith did infact break my chains and give me freedom.................at the some time i almost lost the battle but in the end i was victorious. Heres the real paradox, i would have never been capable of the sith meditation i did if i hadn't studied zen for so long but at the same time i would not have defeated this shit if it were not for the zen. Anyways, thats my story. I am a real master of zen.......................
-projectillogic
my essay on the meaning of life and the dark side
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