Quote Originally Posted by noel411 View Post
I don't think 'getting help' would do me any good. I'm always exploring the origins of my feelings and state of mind n shit, n I'm pretty sure if I saw some cunt n they gave me their textbook analysis of what's wrong with me I'd just think I knew better n keep talking over them n telling why EYE think I'm the way I am.

Obviously I've imagined this scenario before.

It'd prob b good to talk to some cunt tho. But I'm not real good at that. Some shit is hard to say out loud. I have actually considered seeing a counsellor before n went so far as to speak to a friend who was seeing one about it.

It helps to know how much everybody here cares about me tho.
yeah man we're here for you

keep your head up noel

I think you already made the right decision by sharing your feelings & thoughts here, it might help make it easier for you to talk to someone (friend /pro) irl