Dead Love

[T-rade]

You don’t know how much convincing of my soul it took for me to write this/
Looking happy at the time you only fucked stuff that needed lighters/
And you might not believe me, but I loved you, its true man/
But you’re dead to me, and im dead to you man/
We were and still is young bucks growing/
Used to listen tight whenever I heard you flowing/
I don’t know if you liked me, or you imitated friendship/
I know I was the one who killed it, but you made me end it/
You left me and my soul, shattered to pieces/
You’re still in my heart, but your respect decreases/
I never really never let you know how I felt/
It was a difficult period watching you months before you started to melt/
You took me under your wings/ taught me things/
Remember you, me and Peter when we battled right by the swings/
Some even called us the rapping threesome/
When things started to fuck you didn’t even want to listen to reason/

Why did you leave? /
What did you achieve? /
I can only see one answer, which is hard to believe/
Which is that you’re so fucking naïve/

Even though I’m not religious, I used to pray for you/
Because you were far out, I prayed that you would make it through! /
I didn’t see a problem that you changed your personality/
It was your attempt to be original that messed up your mentality/
I helped you out in school, you held me down in general/
You made me think you was a winner you/ was a real sinner you’ve/
Been a true/ idol to me when I was a beginner, true/
Getting so involved emotional with you, is something I regret/
When you was here, I gave you my respect/
Then you moved away, and you started to eject/, neglect/ and disconnect/
Me. You’ve never realized what this could have evolved to/
‘Cause you two-shoed/ those who loved you/
But I hope that you’ll learn from the experience you’ll get/
Wish I was there at your confirmation, so I could see you in your ill cool set/
Wish I was there to support you when you went for the title/
When I started my passion for hiphop, your part was vital/

Why did you leave? /
What did you achieve? /
I can only see one answer, which is hard to believe/
Which is that you’re so fucking naïve/

You was my idol when I started rapping, belie’ me/
Actually, I still wait patiently, cause I am gonna cop your CD/
We were gonna making tracks together, that woulda been bouncing/
You wasn’t there for me, when I needed counselling/
About beers and liqiour, cause I started getting drunk/
But I accepted the fact that you started turning punk/
I tried to stay in touch with homie/
I believed that if I needed it, you would still be down fo’ me/
I left your side, I admit I was afraid/
That you would drag me into it, no love nor hate/
I once envisioned our friendship would last long/
Us sitting on a staircase, two colas, bout to blast songs/
I felt sorrow when I realized my wish failed/
I lost a homie to the fishscale/
I never knew how great sorrow could increase/
We had good times together, but may our love rest in peace/

Why did you leave? /
What did you achieve? /
I can only see one answer, which is hard to believe/
Which is that you’re so fucking naïve/

May our love rest in peace lil’ homie, it will never do the phoenix. You messed me up!


A goodbye song for an old friend of mine who got addicted to coke

[Vernakular]

mother fuck

[T-rade]

How am i supposed to take that?

[Willie Henry]

u 15 and got a partna thas fuckin w/ that shit... damn playa.
u had a nice lil story but shit' i thought u was gone give us lil mo' detail...
shit was ok, u aint hurtin or helpin tha temple

[T-rade]

Thanks, and nah willie, i'm not down with him no more. Been a year since i last saw him