(to begongo)--- i dont know if youre goin thru anything, but just stay strong man.....
stay up
s7
(to begongo)--- i dont know if youre goin thru anything, but just stay strong man.....
stay up
s7
Last edited by shalom7; 06-28-2007 at 12:37 PM.
skratchin is the word!!!!
http://www.myspace.com/otherstexas
(Continuing off topic:
Oh for sure man, im not one of those "its my way or the highway" kind of people. My beliefs are a combination of things, not just one. I study all types of spirituality, and get things out of them all. Who's to say theres just one way.......Jesus, Allah, Buddah, etc...... its all good man as long as its positive vibes.......i dont deal in no demonic shit!!!! LOL
you mentioned atheists......i think that our universe itself proves the existence of God. All of this complexity couldnt have "happened by accident".... There had to be a creative hand behind all of this. But im not an atheist-basher......a good friend of mine is an atheist, and even though we disagree on this, we are still great friends. I just think hes wrong!!! LOL
Keep searchin for that knowledge man.......knowledge is the key to anything.
ok, back to the original topic.....sorry!!!
s7
Last edited by shalom7; 06-28-2007 at 12:52 PM.
skratchin is the word!!!!
http://www.myspace.com/otherstexas
thanks yall for sharing knowledge to each others.. i respect that...
anyway, there was one dude at my school who killed himself u year and a half ago ( R.I.P), and everyone who knew him said that he was always funny, active in socialising with others and had all straight A's at class.. nobody never asumed that he was down, or even able of commiting suicide, cuz his parents said he was always happy, helpful and in the good mood... he was very good at pretending everything's normal... i didnt know him well i just saw him every day and shit... so nobody knows why he hang himself, if he had perfect life... shit is fucked up... i wanted to share this...
I C.R.E.A.M
I had a lot of problems, I almost had no real friends til 3 years back...so I was thinking of suicide all the time...now I don't really regret it, although I love to live now, that I have something to live...that's what every suicidal person must search...
and depression can be cured. but u gotta be strong. I can still be a mess sometimes though.
the shit got me thinkin of suicide was i girl... i played all day Gravediggaz Suicide, and Biggie's Suicidal Thoughts... I got drunk as fuck, I wanted to go kill myself with a car, and my friend in it... shit i was stupid... i didnt think...
I C.R.E.A.M
props to all 4 sharing yall expiriences
^true man...
I C.R.E.A.M
the mind can fuck with you even when nothing is really wrong...this is true for people with depression...
do you all know that there are at least two suicides in the world everyday? damn
^^ a sad thing to happen...
i hate depression... i cant laough or cry, im like a fuckin robot living thru hell...
I C.R.E.A.M
You got the depression yo ?Y
I was in depression constantly this year....its funny, another of my problems is hyperactivity....so I'm always the craziest person or the saddest...but with the help of friends, I'm going better
I was getting better when I heard there is going to be a new Wu album...really it was about that time...december or something like that
if anybody has problems with depression I suggest some music u really really love....my choice was Return to the 36 Chambers....it makes me smile anytime...when Ol'Dirty (RIP) 'sings' SOOOOOOOOOOMEWHEREEEEEEE OVEEER THE RAINBOOOOOOW....that makes my day
in my opinion there is no such thing as "will to live" ... there is just inertia, continuing your present state ... you never make a conscious decision of willing to wake up the next day ... it just happens ... but you do make a decision when you take your life away ... so there only exists "will" when talking about "will to die" ..
it`s just like the fact that for example darkness doesn't really "exist" ... because darkness is the same inertia that just somehow "is" there ... only light truly "exists" because it is something that changes the previous inert state of the environment
perhaps i have expressed myself a bit blurry but i think you got my point
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