Nowww… What the hell, what the hell was goin’ on
What the hell was I thinking, why the hell was I gone
Why the fuck my mouth shut, why the fuck did I lock
why I let my lyric rust cuz, why my gun left uncocked
And why the fuck I let the world turn around without me
Why the hell did I stay cold on the fire from my enemy
Why I locked my mind’s door, closed me in the dark
Lying in my own night without any sign of spark
I let the devil eat my heart, my blood turned into petrol,
So why the hell I let the darts kill my chance to be bold?
I traveled paths without stars, seen the lands I didn’t wish
I gave death a goodbye kiss so I drowned in world blood
Razor was taken and put on the neck I knew that deserved it,
But why would I despare the world, why would I preserve shit
Yo, looked back, maybe last time, put the blade away
Still ready to die in fight, else the shit’s shame
The hell under my legs was the place I chose to spit on
And I went above dark, decided not to keep low
But I know that the parts of black ain’t gonna leave me never
And now I spit back at world, back darker than ever