Suicide ! ! !

[Guarded By Martyrs]

if anybody has problems with depression I suggest some music u really really love....my choice was Return to the 36 Chambers....it makes me smile anytime...when Ol'Dirty (RIP) 'sings' SOOOOOOOOOOMEWHEREEEEEEE OVEEER THE RAINBOOOOOOW....that makes my day

This may sound strange but...
I think that certain people those who think of commiting suicide have a head start in life because they have faced their demons and were ready to kneel or give up..but they didn't.
I'm not talking about girls or clubs and bullshit like that I'm talking about what makes you happy.Don't get caught up in the speed of the world go at you'r own pace.

I belive music was my saving grace:
Wu-Tang,Holocaust,Canibus,Killah Priest,RZA,Canibus,Jedi Mind Tricks, even Eminem to name a few, it's like they felt my pain and I really connected with them.
And singers have a gift to Bette Midler,Wendy Rene,Otis Reading,Elvis ect...
I sometimes listen and really feel THEIR pain and think to myself
"Wow they got through the shit that they were going through so...so can I"

I also have have been depressed for about the last 3-4 years, not seing the point of life and have a couple of times thought about suicide but never really entertained it but I can see why people do it -
(I knew someone back in the day who hung himself)
I went to see a lady who REALLY helped me and gave me knowledge of self and the world I am living in for about 6 mounths and still keep in contact with her.She helped me find my passion which was Art especially drawing.
I also would recommend finding you'r passion - not just what you like doing but what you want to do with you'r life and what most importantly makes you smile, this is quite a scary question but if you are strong and belive in yourslef and belive in what you can do in your mind.
Just think in 100 years everyone on this planet will be dead don't cut you'r stay short.
PEACE.