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    accuracy is high in this thread

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    Sean, I appreciate the concern. Most of what I've experienced is in the past. The only strange thing is sometimes I have visions in my sleep that materialize.

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    diggy you never formally thanked me for repping you out of pity

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    Thnx 4 da rep, but I don't appreciate the comment.

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    of course not cuz your a paranoid schitzo

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    Its funny how often mental 'illness' descriptions often match those of bad trips on certain psychedelic drugs. In the same way alien abduction stories and near death and outer body experiences often are similar to the effects of smoking DMT.

    Yet after the Timothy Leary and the 60's hippie movement, the government, even though 100's of psychaiatric studies at the time on mental illness using LSD were proving to be highly interesting, made all hallucinogens scedule 1 illegal, because they were scared of the hippies, and their anti war, enviromental, anti religious philosphies.

    All psychological research using psychadelic substance immediately ceased. Right through to this day. Apart from MKULTRA.


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    Quote Originally Posted by FMJ View Post
    I was thinking about it - how some numbers seem to constantly show up in my life.

    I went crazy. The year -1999. Actually, it started around this time in 1998 but manifested into madness in 1999. Something that occurs in sci-fi movies, but was real life.

    Visions, hallucinations, paranoia, monsters, snakes, darkness etc.

    No pill could alleviate the anxiety and paranoia and visions from coming tru, and they did come true.

    I was metaphysically murdered in about April or May of 1999. Some people I don't know ran after me, some held me down, while one guy ran toward me, jumped in the air, and stomped me in my chest.

    I wasn't the same after that. I forgot myself. A man with amnesia - no history, just lost.

    It seems like I'm 4 years behind, cuz that's the number that keeps on showing up. Also, 9 and 10.

    I felt I had to do something I did not want to do, but I was cornered.
    you're fucked up

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    studies have shown schizophrenics and shamans have similar, if not the same, experiences.
    We do it for the people.





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    ok, so shamans are just schizophrenics

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    That's what I heard too, food.

    When I was held down and stomped in the chest, it wasn't actual, but a vision that indicated a change of being that came true.

    I was metaphysically murdered - the old me no longer exists. I am different. Like a caterpillar that changed into a butterfly, I am much better now.

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    so dramatic

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    Quote Originally Posted by FMJ View Post
    That's what I heard too, food.

    When I was held down and stomped in the chest, it wasn't actual, but a vision that indicated a change of being that came true.

    I was metaphysically murdered - the old me no longer exists. I am different. Like a caterpillar that changed into a butterfly, I am much better now.
    I feel you on that aspect. I can relate to that.


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    Chamomile tea before bed and I tend to remember my dreams. I would have multiple dreams and stuff. Sometimes those dreams relate to what I saw or heard while awake.

    Back in the days, valerian seemed to lead to sleep paralysis.

    I felt if I went to the doctor for pills, they would've fucked my mind up.

    I know a few schitzo's from back in the day.

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