The personality that remained was an entirely new personality as well infant I believe that nothingness is the real self and anything like that that remains besides that is not self it's just ego and programming. Early on in high school at some point one day after the day that I realized everybody were fucking monkies I decided I didn't wanna comform and I didn't wanna be like other people and I spent the rest of my life tweaking myself and that's how I developed into one of the most unique people your every gonna meet. When it comes to the parts of my personality that isn't pure awareness I've probably had 50 different personalities and each one had to die before it got replaced by a new one I've been so many different people throughout my life cuz I was never attached to anything like that I always viewed myself as a character in a video game and all this shit I've been talking about is nothing but self help shit and I've read so many self help books that it's crazy. Anyways I use to constantly build myself then tear myself apart build myself tear myself apart into infinity I wasn't attached to any of it but I've finally become the person I've always wanted to be finally I've come so far and achieved so much
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